My Life as an Intermediate:

My Life as an Intermediate:
Notes from the Middleground

"Fist" by djinbetween on August 20, 2007, 3:17 pm, in category General

Hello, memory lover, you are mine.
I gave everything: I need you, and someday I'll be with...
I'll be with you, I will.
I'm so dead: you are the first star. You're the one who sees it all.
I know... I'm so tired... and sick.

-cm
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"Damaged Goods" by djinbetween on August 9, 2007, 11:39 am, in category General

The change will do you good, I always knew it would;
Sometimes I'm thinking that I love you, but I know it's only lust.
Your kiss so sweet, your sweat so sour,
The sins of the flesh are simply sins of lust.

Sweat's running down your back, sweat's running down your neck;
Heated couplings in the sun (Or is that untrue?),
Colder couplings in the night (Never saw your body).
You know the change will do you good.

Damaged goods, send them back; I can't work, I.....

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"Western Eyes" by djinbetween on April 3, 2007, 9:45 am, in category General

Forgotten throes at another's lie,
the heart of love is their only light;
Faithless greeds consolidating, holding down sweet charity.

With western eyes and serpent's breath,
we lay our own conscience to rest.
But I'm aching at the view;
yes, I'm breaking at the scenes, just like you.

They have values of a certain taste;
the innocent: they can hardly wait to crucify;
invalidating, turning to dishonesty.

But then they lie, and then they dar.....

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"Beautiful Way" by djinbetween on January 26, 2007, 2:21 pm, in category General

Searchlights on the skyline, just looking for a friend:
Who's gonna love my baby when shes gone around the bend?
Egyptian bells are ringing when its her birthday,
Sweet nothin', I'm talking about you:
There's a hurricane blowing your way.

Ooh, such a beautiful way to break your heart.
Ooh, such a beautiful way to break my heart.
There's someone calling your name, it's driving you insane.

You were wearing that stained raincoat
and your umbrella was a.....

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"In Human Closeness..." by djinbetween on January 2, 2007, 3:07 pm, in category General

In human closeness there is a secret edge,
Nor love nor passion can pass it above,
Let lips with lips be joined in silent rage,
And hearts be burst asunder with the love.

And friendship, too, is powerless plot,
And so years of bliss with noble tends,
When your heart is free and known not,
The slow languor of the earthy sense.

And they who strive to reach this edge are mad,
But they who reached are shocked with anguish hard --
Now you know why ben.....

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"Biscuit" by djinbetween on December 14, 2006, 11:38 am, in category General

I'm lost, exposed: stranger things will come your way.
It's just I'm scared (got hurt a long time ago),
can't make myself heard, no matter how hard I scream.

Oh sensation, sin, slave of sensation.

Fully fed yet I still hunger; torn inside,
haunted, I tell myself yet I still wander, down, inside,
It's tearing me apart.

"I'll never fall in love again, it's all over now."

At last, relief: a [father's girl] has left me sheer;
The shores I seek .....

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"Digital Bath" by djinbetween on December 2, 2006, 6:17 pm, in category General

You move like I want to; to see like your eyes do...
We are downstairs where no one can see new life break away.
Tonight I feel like more; tonight I...

You make the water warm; you taste foreign,
and I know you can see the cord break away:
'cause tonight I feel like more; tonight I feel like more;
tonight I feel... feel like more.

You breathed then you stopped; I breathed then dried you off.
And tonight I feel like more: tonight.

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"Anorexorcist" by djinbetween on October 17, 2006, 4:59 pm, in category General

Look: your legs are ashes, charred into a special...
Don't make noise, you'll break your legs, our eyes and all--
You're right.

I was your incompetent; man, just read the furies;
Special time, but you can't make too much of him... gray.

I was yours and closer; your were them in New York--
Got me in, to enter; see your legs are in your legs.

I was your end dancer; more than all I wish you
got me under with the nice, nice, nice religious man.

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"Witness" by djinbetween on October 16, 2006, 11:22 am, in category General

I feel so flower and so lonely; I feel so bouquet in the dark;
You're my witness in the mirror, 'Cause I suck you every day...

I want to take you on, make you shine like a bruise;
I want to take you on, drink the wine from your wound...

Find your mother in my make-up; drag me under, six feet down;
There's no logic to this madness; pick your poison, trick this smile...

I want to take you riding, take you flying, little bird;
Fly your kite inside me to th.....

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"Motion Picture Sountrack" by djinbetween on September 28, 2006, 4:57 pm, in category General

Red wine and sleeping pills help me get back to your arms;
Cheap sex and sad films help me get back where I belong.
I think you're crazy, maybe.
Stop sending letters, letters always get burned;
It's not like the movies: they fed us on little white lies.
I think you're crazy, maybe.
I will see you in the next life.

-ty
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